My twin sister has a Magic 8 ball. When any big decision or wish comes to mind for herself or others, she grabs a hold of the Magic 8 ball and gives it a good shake. Usually, the ball answers with "Try again later", or "Definitely Yes", or some other silly comment. Of course, she is joking every time, but the thought of the ball is what strikes me as humorous: the thought that something arbitrary can control control one's personal future.
Although the Magic 8 ball is a silly example, I believe that many, if not all of us, do not believe that we can control our futures. I came across a simple quote a year a so ago that seemed to speak to me: "Decisions Determine Destiny." I believed it then, and I believe it now.
In The Book of Mormon, a gift is highlighted and talked about as a means to determine our eternal consequences. This gift is free agency. In short, the essence of the gift is that each one of us has the ability to make our own decisions. As I was reading in the book of 2 Nephi this past week, a few thoughts about free agency jumped out at me.
1. Free agency is free, while consequences are not. This may sound simple and a bit redundant, but hear me out. God has given to each of us the ability to make choices without limitations (meaning without anyone to stop or impede us). However, the choices that we make are always connected to consequences that we can not choose. Consequences can be good, or bad, or both, depending on the nature of the choice. While choices can be made quickly, often the consequences linger. We can not avoid the consequences of the choices we make, which can be both rewarding and costly.
2. We are responsible for our own decisions. I've learned this lesson repeatedly throughout my life. Often as a teenager when I was leaving to go out with friends, my mom would remind me with the phrase, "You are your own advocate!" By this, she meant that the conduct of others did not need to affect my own choices unless I allowed it to. She meant that I was free to act without the influence of others. I did not need to do things because "everybody's doing it." What a great lesson to learn!
3. We are able to choose by being attracted to good or bad. Some may disagree with this notion, that there is a moral/ethical right or wrong in life. To make it more applicable, I would like to use the example of breaking the law by stealing. According to the law, stealing is wrong. One might ask, "If stealing is wrong, why do people still do it?" The answer is simple: one is attracted to make the choice to steal because the possible benefit, in his/her mind, outweighs the possible consequences. On the other hand, one is attracted to make the choice to not steal because, likewise, the possible consequences outweighs the benefit. Whether in law, morals, values, or ethics, right and wrong exists, attracting each of us to act. If we were never attracted to a certain choice, we would never make a decision!
I find myself now in an interesting situation in which I do not know what my future holds. I do not know what to study, where to work, or who to date. I do not know where I will be in a year, let alone 3 months. However, what brings me comfort is the thought that I will be able to determine my own destiny, decision by decision, independent of anything (or anyone) else. So, although I may give the Magic 8 ball a good shake now and again, inside I know that the real "magic" lies in my own personal gift to choice.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
The Value of My Journal
On my desk, I keep a very ugly gray notebook. The notebook is not in the best condition, and it is certainly not very admirable. But what is contained in the notebook is priceless for me: my own personal journal.
Ever since I was a small child, my mother encouraged me, as well as my brothers and sisters, to begin writing down our own histories. This "history" started out as a very simple form for me---I would draw a picture each Sunday of something that had happened during the week, and my mom would write a sentence about the picture. Journal entries of this kind date back to 1991, when I was just three years old.
Since then, journal writing has become an important aspect of my life. I now have many journals filled with the stories of my life. I am able to write what I would never communicate to anyone; my journals are sacred. They contain my desires, my dreams, my weaknesses, and the things I am most proud of. They contain my experiences: my trials, my best and worst moments, and my spiritual experiences. My journals are of great value to me.
As I was studying in The Book of Mormon this past week, I realized how important "journal writing" is to others. In chapter 19 of Nephi, Nephi gives seven specific reasons of why he writes his own history, including to record his history, spiritual experiences, the things that most concern him, and so others can learn from his experiences and apply them into their own lives. Essentially, The Book of Mormon is a journal, kept by several people, preserved over thousands of years.
Mormon Church leaders have always encouraged journal writing as a way to connect with our future posterity, as well as leaving our own legacy. President Spencer W. Kimball said, "People often use the excuse that their lives are uneventful and nobody would be interested in what they have done. But I promise you that if you will keep your journals and records, they will indeed be a source of great inspiration to your families, to your children, your grandchildren, and others, on through the generations. Each of us is important to those who are near and dear to us—and as our posterity read of our life’s experiences, they, too, will come to know and love us."
So whether it be an ugly notebook or a simple picture, I know that keeping a journal will be a blessing to us, as well as to the future.
Ever since I was a small child, my mother encouraged me, as well as my brothers and sisters, to begin writing down our own histories. This "history" started out as a very simple form for me---I would draw a picture each Sunday of something that had happened during the week, and my mom would write a sentence about the picture. Journal entries of this kind date back to 1991, when I was just three years old.
Since then, journal writing has become an important aspect of my life. I now have many journals filled with the stories of my life. I am able to write what I would never communicate to anyone; my journals are sacred. They contain my desires, my dreams, my weaknesses, and the things I am most proud of. They contain my experiences: my trials, my best and worst moments, and my spiritual experiences. My journals are of great value to me.
As I was studying in The Book of Mormon this past week, I realized how important "journal writing" is to others. In chapter 19 of Nephi, Nephi gives seven specific reasons of why he writes his own history, including to record his history, spiritual experiences, the things that most concern him, and so others can learn from his experiences and apply them into their own lives. Essentially, The Book of Mormon is a journal, kept by several people, preserved over thousands of years.
Mormon Church leaders have always encouraged journal writing as a way to connect with our future posterity, as well as leaving our own legacy. President Spencer W. Kimball said, "People often use the excuse that their lives are uneventful and nobody would be interested in what they have done. But I promise you that if you will keep your journals and records, they will indeed be a source of great inspiration to your families, to your children, your grandchildren, and others, on through the generations. Each of us is important to those who are near and dear to us—and as our posterity read of our life’s experiences, they, too, will come to know and love us."
So whether it be an ugly notebook or a simple picture, I know that keeping a journal will be a blessing to us, as well as to the future.
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